Should have known I am different

I've been on a movie marathon. But I cant help but notice something about all the movies Ive been watching (and love them too!). They all involved weird characters, plot that messes up your mind, and will make you go like 'what the hell' after watching it. Movies that are really hard to digest, and will keep you thinking about what you have watch.

Dont trust me? Try looking at these movies Ive watched back to back, and if you got the time, try looking at all this like I did.

It started with:

Nightcrawler - Gone Girl - Source Code - Ex Machina - The Gift - 12 Monkeys - Predestination (this one is really messed up film, seriously) - Minority Report (Tom Cruise) - Enemy.

And you know what will come next? I just donwloaded the movie 'The Game'

Now I challenge you to watch all these movies back to back, see whether theyll mess your mind or not.

Putting those aside, I have noticed something; something that I should have a long time ago. These characters from these movies are really messed up, weird and sometimes just, crazy. Something is deffinitely not right about them. And I have noted that some of their behaviour, reflect mine...

Makes me think, I should have known, that I am different, from the rest of the people....

Things like how they are shut in,bsocially awkward, doesnt like attention. And I notice, I dont like mirror. Ive grown up not having mirror in my room, well actually ada tp buka yg besar2. There is this almari in my room, ada mirror besar attached to the door, tp aku cabut dan simpan. Aku x suka tgk cermin. Aku ada cermin pun kecik saja ( yg duk sbilik dgn aku tau la) iaitu aku guna side mirror motor yg patah sbg cermin. Tu pun sbb terpaksa guna. Aku x suka tgk cermin. Hohoho... Pelik kan...  Actually byk lg tp x berapa nk igt dh, mcm suka duk sorg2, termenung, bcakap sorang2, atmosphere bilik semua tu, sgt resemble myself . patutlah pun mmg tak berapa betul pun.

Should have known....

Well, the movies, have you seen all or some those? Comment below and let me know if you have (yes you, my reader who doesnt even exist)

Cuti dh nak habis

Hari untuk balik ke atas bukit makin dekat.

Rasanya esok kena cari handphone baru. Handphone aku kena rampas tak bagi balik dah (padahal tak ada apa pun dalam tu)

La ni pakai habdphone backup. Handphone ni tak berapa betul kalau pakai mobile data aku x blh langsung nk guna Facebook ke, IG ke, atau mana2 site yg berat. Boleh watsap n telegram ja. Tu pun x blh nk download gmbr or file. Blh pki pun sbb duk kat umah pakai wifi br la blh pki semua tu.

But since I am going back to atas bukit, so kena tukar la klu tak tak fungsi la phone kt atas tu. Tempat tu pulak dah la awesome nak mampus nk install streamyx pun blh kt umah.

But I am really not good in this. What phone should I get... Hurrmmm....

Aaaarrrhhh stress nya bila pikir nak kena balik sana.... God give me strenght

Mukadimah Julai 2016

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera, namaste

This will be my temporary medium to voice out my thoughts

There so many things to say that I meant to say for a long time alreafy, but due to some constraints, i couldnt

Mcm biasa lah, blog ni masih mengekalkan konsep dual language mcm dulu2 before I shut it down selepas revolusi FB n Twitter n IG. Aku rasa nk speaking, aku speaking, aku rasa nk guna BM, aku guna BM

Actually this place will be more of my not-so-private-diary, but I dont expect anyone to come and read. But incase somebody is reading this, i guess errr make urself comfortable? And thanks?

Man this is so awkward to write in a blog after so long (when was it the last time I used it? 2009? 2010?)

Alright. Gotta start composing for the next entry. Lets see what issue i want to talk about....

Assalamualaikum